12 Holy Days with Rosemary - Community Portal

As this third day arrives, I wake up to another misty day here in Sweden. It only allows me to see a couple of meters in each direction outside my home. I find this natural spectacle to be quite resonant with my inner experience most of the time when it’s present. It brings a kind of centering of perception to that which is closest to me. These past few days of retrospection have taken me deep into areas and important experiences of my own journey so far this year, as well as throughout the whole course of the past the 4 years, which feels like the ending of a longer cycle. I have been doing a lot of inner work during these years, and most of it alone. It has been very important for me to grow in the way I have done thus far, to not be colored or shaped by anything or anyone other than nature and the truth of my own inner world that has been revealing itself. Although these years in solitude have transformed into faith and trust in myself, a strong and solid connection with my purpose, and a radiant relationship with the earth mother, I have been lacking a sense of community close to me. I have chosen to spend most of my time in my own space and to meet the challenges that comes with.

Yet now - and this is what Rosemary is really highlighting to me – a community is going to be born, and a feeling of belonging to a group of souls who are aspiring to walk a similar path in their own ways are emerging like shooting stars into my field. It makes me so emotional, reading your messages and to get a glimpse of your soul, your courage, your transparency, your willingness to meet it all – yourself and this life. I am learning from this, from you. This feeling of unity that has been showering over me since this journey began is opening my heart up wider and more radiantly. It’s shining for all of you, in the deepest form of gratitude.

I never wanted to be in the spotlight in the way I currently am you know… I have been so afraid to see, and of being seen for who I truly am. That’s why I lied my way through half of my life. And then the journey into truth began 10 years ago, a transformation which became more fully anchored in through my work with the land and the plants 4 years ago.

As our fears are courageously faced and the shadow gradually transformed and learned from, the gifts of the soul awakens. And I knew since the beginning that this medicine must be shared. It would be selfish to not do so, it would be feeding into my fears to not choose it. By being our True self, in all her wild, weird, and beautiful creative delight – we inspire the world around us, and the mysteries of life begin to speak with us in the most unique ways.

For me this journey with Rosemary is about coming into a new experience of Unity, community, stepping out of isolation into a greater space of co-creation, healing, and remembering with the collective in a new way. Where the earth mother leads us onto the path. Where we listen to each other, and acknowledge the spirit essence, the wounding, the light and dark, the challenges and the revelations of each as sacred. I have so much to learn from you and I thank you for choosing to weave this journey together with us.

I spend my whole day yesterday in the creation zone, and a song was born. For us, for Rosemary, for the Earth Mother, and for the collective consciousness that is awakening and remembering. It has been shared on the journey page and you can download it if you wish to keep it with you.

Much love and gratitude to you all ❤️